wah i tell u ahz. just planning partners for leaders for the camp is already giving me a headache... and surprise surprise, guys are the more picky ones haha. went swimming today again haha. and going to coach tml lah. im a black girl. but anyway today we decided to swim so we really did! swam 30 laps each :) i miss swimming. like really swimming. not say i swam like trg today lah. but as in not play play. just keep going. yups. it was GREAT. i really do miss it alot! like the first 10 are crappy den the nxt 10 is like getting into the groove and the last 10 is on cruise control liao so it was so relaxing. i felt so happy haha. i guessed i missed the feeling where you dont need to think anymore about the nxt pull cos ur body is just doing it and like can just think my own thots. i was thinking that maybe thats y i like swimming. cos its essentially a sport you have to do alone. and you cant hear anything which swimming except ur own breathing and like. yah! maybe tts y when i was still trg i din feel the need to be alone as much :)

had an interesting chat with alv in the car today when he drove me home. hes not scary anymore haha. hes a wise dude in many ways, in fact. and he rocks cos he drives me home! haha. yay.

okok make you happy.

im thankful for....
tim chay! for being a big gay and being my friend again :) for saying retarded things to make me laugh but also listening to me when i complain abt stuff or when im angry and making me feel better by saying stupid things!

the parents and bro are leaving tml... hope they have a good flight heh.cell was good today. had lots to think abt :) was reading this email tt darren sent us abt leading small grps and how alot of church rush people into leadership when they are not ready and i think tt tt is qt true. as in. we def do it too lah. like when i took on COT last time, i was totally not ready to be a leader! which is y it was so terrible. but hey. learning curve yeah :) just some thots lah haha. dun read too much into it